“My gay best friend. It’s so cliche I wanna puke.” November 16, 2009
Posted by brandy in the secret project.trackback
New Secret Project: Crush Edition! (I may be using a lot of exclamation marks today because holy geez! The Colts! Won! In an intense game! *And I almost peed my pants!)
1. My crush is on my physiotherapist. I’m not sure what it is – whether it’s just that he’s the only man to touch me right now - or that he can make me cry with pain but sometimes afterwards I finally experience a few pain-free hours. I talk “properly” to him more than I ever did with my last boyfriend and he keeps on joking that I need to be able to run again so we can play tennis, but I suspect he’s just a really nice guy.
2. Doni. Just… yes.
3. I never do things like this, but I can’t put this in my own blog. There is a guy that I pseudo-dated off and on and had “relations” with last fall. We were never “official” and don’t know each other as well as I’d like us to, but when something great or awful happens, he’s the first one I want to tell. If he showed up on my doorstep tomorrow, I’d ask him to marry me.
4. I have a secret crush on my stepbrother. I KNOW I KNOW. But we go to the same school and I had the biggest crush on him before our parents started dating. I’m so embarrassed about this that I can’t tell anyone and you would think that being related to him now would change how I feel but it hasn’t. And I feel like a huge freak. 
5. I know you are a Colts fan, but I’m going to go with Tom Brady. Yum!
6. Sizzle from Sizzle Says. She’s fierce, funny and completely her own woman. Plus, she’s helluva writer and always seems so damn happy.
7. My dad’s best friend. Awkward much?
8. I’m in love with a blogger. A male blogger. And since the blogger pool can be sort of …. well, everyone knows everyone else, I am too scared to say his name (Even anonymously!) but I am 100% smitten with him and he has zero idea. I want to tell him but… Im not sure how to. Suggestions????
9. The guy who came last week and fixed my internet. I have no idea when I will see him again, but part of me is wishing my internet would break again just so I can see this guy again.
10. My best friend. Who is a girl. And i’m a girl. And I’m dating her brother. Wrap your brain around that one. I’m so screwed.
* Technically, I didn’t almost pee my pants out of excitement, **I almost peed them because I convinced myself if I waited to go pee until the game was over, the Colts would win. My bladder may be forever damaged but for that kind of victory? It was totally worth it.
** I realize how crazy this makes me sound. I’m okay with it.
lol! I love the comment about Doni, that totally made me smile.
Love the crush edition!
Someone has a crush on me? I am floored and flattered. Totally blushing.
oh #2. definitely made my morning.
i won’t hold the colts win against you!
Wait, what?! Who?! AH! This so made my Monday
#4 – my cousin had this lovely boyfriend, of three years. my cousin’s mom got divorced. the boyfriend’s dad was also divorced. my cousin’s mom and the dad started dating. then they got engaged. my cousin and her boyfriend had a really hard time dealing with the weirdness. they even broke up at one point. but then, the cousin & bf got back together. the parents got married. the cousin & bf eventually got engaged & are now happily married.
it’s totally weird. we don’t really talk about it much. I have a family full of super educated (doctors & educators & phd’s), super motivated and successful people – not exactly the stuff that white trash is made of. but there’s absolutely nothing morally wrong with it…it just sounds strange. anyway, everyone wound up happy in the end.
#8, ah! I want to know more. Are you admiring from afar or are you close? Do you think he’s into you too? Because if so, I’m going to throw it out there that you should give it a shot! Besides, you may think he has no idea, but I feel like people tend to give off vibes even when they don’t mean to when they’re into someone, so it might be picked up on anyway
I highly doubt I’m #8 but, heck, who doesn’t need an ego boost? So I’ll just assume that I am and that they would say so. LOL
As always, I’m loving the crush post. Maybe one day I’ll work up the courage to send in one of my own secret crushes.
Wowzers! This was one Hell of an edition!!
The fact that we can admit to almost peeing our pants over good football and it’s not a secret AT ALL makes me happy.
Also, I need a crush.
#4 – you’re not a freak, it’s totally normal! It’s ok! I encourage you to explore your feelings for your stepbrother, and if it’s right, go with it. You’re not blood relatives and there’s no reason in the world your love can’t blossom!!!
#4 didn’t you see “clueless”? if paul rudd was MY stepbrother (ex or otherwise), i’d totally go for him too!
omg. LOVE THIS.
Ahhh crushing on a male blogger, been there done that. Nothing I did about it too. He’s living so far away and has no idea, isn’t that sad?:P
Ha, great stuff here… very good stuff.
#3-at least you aren’t FUBU…(f**k buddies)… nurture your relationship. Who knows it may lead into something fruitful
#4-that’s awkward! try looking at other boys
#8- try giving him hints..try flirting..if he buys it, he could probably feel the same way. When you give idea that you have a crush on someone and he knows about it, sometimes we can lose that feeling, it would just fade. Sometimes, it stays and it would torment us or make us giggle a lot of times. So, just try any options.